Sacrifices

Last Min Plan..

Rushed To CGH to Collect Our Uniforms..

And Head Down to EastPoint to Have BreakFast With Fatin-LongZhen-Dina

Made Plan With Dearest Rawaidah to Lepakzz after That..

But Had to Cancelled it Coz Apparently, No one looking After My Precious Grandma..

NVM.. Sacrifices.. Sacrifices..

Coz I LOVE Nenek More than Anything in the World...

And I still Keep My Promise that i Made When Atuk Passed Away..

Love u Nenek Kuz!!

I have no Regrets of the Sacrifices I made In Life..

Paranoid sister

It's 12.45 AM..
And I am scared..
Scared of what???? Well,scared of "the thing"...
"The thing" that exist at night...
Arghhh!!!
Why am I scaring myself for nothing..

Ghost movie that I watch last Month still fresh in mind....
It's like haunting me...
I'm being Paraniod..
Yes.. Thats it.. Paraniod JAmilah!!

trying to get some sleep now..
Tmr shall keep myself occupied wit Studying and looking after GrandMa...

Nites!!

Existance

Morning Aliens.. LoveBirds... And my fellow loving caring people..
It's 6++ in the mornng and I'm wide awake!!
How depressing...

Oh well.. I read from Yahoo yesterday that statistic from Survey shows that Aliens really exist in this World.. Only Aliens disguise themself as HUMANs!!!
For Real?!!

Wonder if my neighbours are all Aliens...
Cool to have one..
Haha....

I think after this.. I shall Cont to read my book..
FYI: Not about Aiens and thier Existance..

Have a nice day ahead People..

Interpretation

DREAM(s)

2 Different Dreams

1St:

Dreamt that I had A Baby Girl..

And She was Washed away by the Sea...

But I mANaged to keep her from Drowning..

None come to the Rescue..

Held my Baby Girl tightly across my chest,

Just to keep her Warm and Comfy..

I Ran to the Nearest Shopping Centre Just to get her a Blanket..

But Had to Climb Down a Steep Stairs...

Luckily A Kind Family Offered My Baby her Towel..

She Was Safe and Warm..

2nd:

I had a Bike License Coz I remembered clearly, That I owned a Bike and Ride it..

AGreen Bike!!!

A friend of mine owned A Grey And Black Bike..

We were riding with Full speed Coz apparently, We're running Away from someone...

**Mcm dlm movie lah seh Mimpi aku** (Like in the Movie *---*)

 1 Part, We wanted to Hide Ourself...

So We went to this Carpark, where Only Bikers can go through..

So Once again..

I had to Went Down A VERY Steep Slope...

Soo.. 

Went Down Steep Stairs/Slope... Means???

**Confused**

Emo..

Itunes Songs..
First 10 in the List are Malay Songs..
Suddenly.. I feel So Soft Inside..
Emo Katakan..
But Hey! Its a meaningful and sad songs..
Can't Believe I Never Listen to Malay Songs last time..
New Fav Song : Airmata di Persandinganmu by Lestari
Sad Lah sehh..

All thanx To Nasir for Putting it on my Itunes...

P.S. Luckily That Guy Never Put His JePUn Songs..
        I would Have deleted it one BY one..
       Opss.. Sorry Nasir.. =P

Would You......

Back In 2007.  Beginning of the Year..
To be Precise..
On 2nd May 2007... I've Decided to be With this Alienated Guy Named Mohamad Nasir Bin Jumadi..
My Journey In life, Have always Been in the Right and Smooth Track since then..

But 1 Question That Struck me Just recently..
"What If I Never Accepted him In My Life?"
How would My life Turn out to be..

Would I be Single Till now..


Would I find Someone Else in My life..


Would My Mum Trust me to go out With a Guy till 12Pm...

Would Nasir and I stay Friends or BestFriend...


Would I lost Contact With him..


Would Nasir give up on me coz I'm Hard to Get...


Would My life Been Happy Without Him...

Would I Ever Trust Guys Again...


Would I Ever Be secured and Safe beside that ONE special Guy...

Would I Get An Understanding, Sweet, Patient, Trustworthy Guy...


Too Many "What If" & "Would Be"

But I'm Certain.. That He is Too Precious for me to Let Go..
=)

"I remember.."

I remember The Very First time We met..
We were Walking Along Orchard Road, And I decided to Share my Twix With You.


I remember That We used to have Nokia 6233.
I took Random Pictures and MMS to You evey month..


I remember When we decided to To be together
I would Smile reading Your Messages every morning on the way to School...


I remember for the first 6 Months of Our Relationhsip
We never Held hands..


I remember the First time I kissed You
We were in the Bus..


I remember on the 11th Month of Our Monthsary
You met my family for Dinner...


I remember You were in Year 3 in SP taking Engineering
While I Just enter NYP taking Nursing Course.


I remember every Tuesday After My class Ended at 4..
I would travel all the Way to SP just to Fetch You from School Coz You ended Class at 5..


I remember When We were Friends back then,
We would talk till 4 in the morning...


I remember I told You I can't accept You as Someone Special
But Look at US.. Going on Strong for 3 years..


I remember When You've got into Army.
I was So proud of You...


I remember I used to Cry myself to Sleep
Not Coz we quarrel. Its Just that I missed You..


I remember You told me You're lucky to have me in ur Life
Well, I'm lucky to have given the chance to meet You, To get to know You. To get to feel Your Loved.


I remember I remember I remember...
Every Details About You..
Thanx Love..

Pizza and Taufik Batisah

Yesterday my mum, Nasir and me were having some nonsense conversation while eating pizza..
Thenn.. Taufik Batisah was on TV..
So hot lah him!!
Love him in white attire.. **meltsss**
I was having this fantasy About Taufik.
THat's when another nonsense convo started among us three..
Jam: Ma!! Taufik handsome.. So hot seh!!
Nasir: he's tall lah sehh.
Jam: Yah sehh..so tall!! So hot!! * melts**
Mummy: he's quite old..
Jam: it's okie.. Ma! If I have his children,confirm hot and handsome like him sehh.. Confirm dark and dark like him.. Wahhh!!
Nasir: woi!! "jgn perasan lah" his friends is so beautiful and hot..Can't compare with u..
Jam: how u know all his friend are hot???!!
Nasir: I know lah.. He's famous.. Of course lah all pretty and hot.. I saw at friendster..
Jam: ** give watever face to him** ignore him

SPoil my mood..
But!! Taufik batisah!!!!u're so hoooooot!!

I shall dream of u tonight.. :) :)

The WonderFul People and Giftss On 2nd April

So On 2nd April
Didn't go as we plan..
But It was Okie, Its alright...
At least Got to spend time With Dearest..
And Drive Around..

TheWonderFul Gifts

Dear Nasir Bought me This.. **Smile Big2**

Oh, He made me this..

Its AllGREEN!

Dear Sis Put this beside me when i was Asleep..

The moment i woke up.. AGREEN package was there..

The letter Made me drop a few tears.

Thanx AdikKuz! **kiss2**

Farlin Made those Earings and Gave me AGREEN pouch..

And Gerri Made me AGREEN bracelet.

Hearts Both of u.. **Hug2**

And Dear Mummy Bought me this Pair of Earings..

Unique and I love it..

I dun care if its not AGREEN Earing..

I Love to get a Rose Gold Earring!

And these Pairs of Sandals.. Is Mummy Gifts Again!

Thank You Everyone For the Wishes..

Unexpected call from Someone Made me feel appreciative..

I know U won't be reading this.. But Stay Strong..

Once Again.. Thank You!!

Birthday cum Good Friday

Happy 21ST Birthday To ME & TWIN COUSIN:FatinNur'Izzah..
Like One of my Friends Said.. "Happy R21!" Haha!

Had a Mini Gathering with Polymates On 30March2010..
And Oh!!
They made a Suprise Birthday Celeb for me.. Unexpected coz It's not even My Birthday  .YET! haha!
Well.. I had Fun and Laughter..
Played games and blah blah blah..

This is b4 I arrived

The Cake From Secret Recipe..

Superb!

Thanx To these Lovely People..

Hearts each and one of them..