Future

MorNing LoveBirds

Yesterday Was Morning SHift.

Today Was Afternoon Shift..

Today She's Feeling SicK... Sick... and Sick...

Been Sleeping for more than 12 Hours for the past 3 days..

This Sickness taking my NightLife away..

So Far,

Life Has been Alright..

Back To normal, I guess...

Friends are my Angels Now..

BoyFriend is my BestBuddy now..

Gonna Pull through till the End.

Just 20 More days to go till the end of PRCP.

Not Going to Be Emo anymore.. Hehe!

JUST 4 MORE WEEKS TO GO!!!

Till her..

Gonna Rest Now..

Kak Jam

i'm Having A baby?

I wonder How My "Mini Me" Going to look like..

Went to visit my Grandma Today.

And I had a One-on-one time With Qistina (5 months Baby that My Aunt babysit)

So i bring her to the playground as she was restless..

We were enjoying the Breeze and she Was excited to see Birds

And keep Saying "Bir.. Ba... Biii..." CUTE LAH SEH!

When Some stranger came up to us Suddenly and was Amazed with her..

This Auntie started kissing her, and utter some baby language to her.. 

Her cuteness and natural beauty always attracts people around..

The awkward thing was When She ask Qis Age...

I Told her "I donno.. Maybe 5 or 6 months"

And this Auntie look at me, then at her, then at me again..

Thats when i Realise that "Oh Shit!! She Thinks that Qistina is My baby and that I can't even remember my daugther's age"

HAHAHA!! So Paiseh.. But Didn't say anything..

Eventually,at the end, before she left,She managed to ask me "Who is the baby to u?"

Very unexpected experience..

Or maybe, she THoughT i was kidnapping Qis.. hahaha!!!!

I'm in Love with Adorable QisTina..

But each month, she's getting Heavier,  hope I am able to carry her and not have aching all over..

Such A tiring Day..

K off To Sleep..

Nites People.

Wake up In the Afternoon

Woke Up at 12 Noon..
Take a Slow steps, dragging my Feet towards the Living room..
Aiming to have a qUiet and peaceful CSI Marathon TV show on AXN.
When Suddenly, It all happen.
The house is Full of Shouting here and there..
All this Is due to My "Beloved Sis"
The House sounded like 7-10 people in it.
But Actually Fact, Its only My MUM, My Sis and Myself


Here's The Story Goes
Sis: "Kak, Asal Kak tk kluar Dgn Nasir?" (Sis, Why u never go out wit Nasir?)
      "Kak Breadk dgn Nasir ehk?" (You broke up with him right?)
Me: "Jgn mepek leh?" (Nonesence)
Sis: "Abih asal kak tk kluar dgn dia, gaduh ehk?" (Then How come u never go out wit him today, fight ah?)
Me: *Before i could answer, She bombared me with another ques*
Sis: "Kak tk rindu dia ker, Slalu nyer kak rindu Nasir. SIkit2 blg yg kak rindu nasir pat adik"
       (You never miss him? U laways tell me that U miss him.)
Me: "Tk, Kak tk rindu dia skrg" (I dun miss him right now)


This is when the time all the Hu-Ha-He-Ha Happened...
My sis Ran to my mum and said "MA!! MA! Kak Tk rindu Nasir. Kak dah tk sayang Nasir lagik. Kakak Break dgn Nasir"( MA! MA! Sis never miss Nasir. Sis is not in love with nasir anYmore. Sis Break up with Nasir)
I was like, Sitting on the Sofa and watch my Sis Blankly. Completely STUNT... Like WTH!!
HAHAHAHA!


Then I shouted to my Sis.. Here and there.. Trying to defend myself.
Explained to my mum that she is full of nonsence and crap.


And My mum Was cool Abt it..
She said "Good lah.. Meet so often for what.. Boring right"
Hahaha!
And Mummy Called my Sis "BUSYBODY!!"
Serve You right Adik.. haha!


A really Funny Family I have..
A super duper COOL Mother
And A super Duper BusyBody Sister..
But I Hearts U guys AItes!!!


Till here..
Meeting My girls!

Roller Coaster Ride

6 More weeks To go..

CountDown Baby..

Can't Wait for everything to be Over..

Stil COnsidering.. Hmmm..

Case Study Pushed Back to 1 week Later.. Good or bad?? Like to say, BOTH.. =)

And Oh...

I'm Glad and Happy that random people and even strangers tried to cheer me up..

Thank You Taxi Driver..

And This week, I'm not Gonna meet Dearest coz of our Tight schedule..

Well, I Hope for only this week.. Meet Up soon k..

Take Care Of urself aites Sweets..

Take Care

Kak Jam

Stay-At-HoMe-Day

So I woke up at 1000Hrs.
And Decided to stay at home all day.
Reason Being: Nasir at Camp and I'm just plain lazy to go out..
Case Study is yet to be done.. Too lazy to do it. Presenting on Wed..
Don't Know y We need to do Case study in Yr 3, when we're busy taking cases everyday..
Haix.. Hidup Hidup.. "Cobaan"


Life has been messed up Everyday..
But Still, Ain't Giving Up... Can't disappoint my loved ones right..


Nenek Gonna Stay at my Aunt house for abt 1 week..
Coz no one gonna look after her as everyone busy with Work and Sch...


Mummy Bought food from Hajjah Maimunah,
And During Lunch, I officially ate 2 serving of rice with her Fried Chicken and Wanton!
Wondering What I'm Gonna Eat Later.. Hmmmph..


Talking about food, Last Week, NYP lecturer came to me and said
She: "Jamilah... U become very thin ah"
Me: "I'm always thin lah cher"
She: "But Now Very thin, Stress izzit, never eat ah"
Me: " Cher, u know me, i cannot gain WT, always will be thin"
She: "Oh yar lah. She always thin"
I was like ***Haiyoyoyo.. This cher ah** -.-


Till here..
Kak Jam
Thanx Basirah, Suyanti, Nasir, Rawaidah for the moral, emotional, physical support..
I really Treasure U Guys aites..

Struggling?

Its Been The 5th Week of Posting..
And to tell Ya the Truth:       I'M STRUGGLING WITH IT...
                                           I'M STRESS WITH WORK....
                                           I'M NOT ME, NOT MYSELF....
I've been hurting the people I loved...
Especially You...
I'm Sorry..


I didn'T know It will be this hard...
However, at the end of the day,
I would sit quietly and cry in my sleep,
would tell Myself that this is just the beginning,
There's more to come..
Just need to stay strong and take it as a challenge..
Perseverence and being optimistic are what I need to do.
I just Hope U won't Give up on me..
7MORE weeks To Go..
Support me Till the end k Bii.. Its u that I need and want to depend on.
Thank You for the encouragement and support Dear.


P.S.: I nearly have the strong urge to call U Yesterday. But I know, I would create More trouble on myself.. Sorry.
Till here

TheNewTwenty-10

2-0-1-0
New Beginning Ahead..
Career to look Upon..

Family To support

Opportunities to Grab on.

Alot of things is Running through my mind..

But Wait. I shall take it "One by One"

"Step By step..."

Certain things are NOT meant to happen as We planned.

Accept it and Con't Your Journey forward..

Thats How my Final few days of 2009 have Been....

Shall not Look Back. Shall not have any Doubt. Shall not question myself: "what if..."

Move On With Our respective Life.

Its going to be a bright Future. I'm sure..

Happy New Year Everyone

To Dearest Nasir: Happy 32mnths Togetherness..

Thanx For the Memories. I'll Treasure You.